23 December 2008
Politics and Christianity
Biblically, the only God-approved type of government was a benevolent autocracy (Godly king). This was only put in place after the people asked God for a king, because His system of ruling and guiding them directly through the words of the prophets and judges was not good enough for them. The principle is the same, however, being submission to a God-appointed authority (not a constantly changing man-elected authority). The only democracy mentioned in the Bible was Rome, which the Israelites assumed would be removed by the Messiah. Majority rule by will of the people is not mentioned as something we should strive for as Christians. We are instructed in the New Testament how to act if we are oppressed and enslaved, but not how to overthrow our oppressors. The key here is finding joy in salvation and living with an eternity mindset, rather than a worldly mindset. This should leak into every aspect of our lives, including our politics, so that we can submit ourselves to the true Priest-King (Jesus) more than we do our president. When we do this, we return to God's original plan for government of our lives. Jesus is our one Savior and head of the Kingdom we should strive to build as faithful citizens. Electing this King should be on the forefront of our thoughts and concerns rather than any man standing for office. He is the only one that can save, and can bring an instantaneous and permanent change to any life. No political system or party can do that.
18 October 2008
Thank you, God
Thank you for not expecting me to earn my way toward you.
Thank you for understanding me as I am and being cool with the fact I can never repay you.
Thanks for Jesus.
Love you,
Eli
16 October 2008
My Girls
Then tonight I went to Casa Havilah to help with homework before finals tomorrow. We had some goofy fun with the camera on my computer. Those girls sure do make a lot of deposits.
Enjoy!














23 September 2008
Dimas and James
...and then he told me that he had been saving money from the cars he guarded to buy me a gift.
He told me the Lord put it on his heart as he was praying for me (HE prays for me!! How humbling!!) to buy me a watch.
Anyone that knows me knows that I struggle with time management. How amazing is our God that he would put it on the heart of a homeless Nicaraguan man to buy me a watch!?!? In the words of Dimas..."So that you will know what time it is and can make it to all your meetings."
I go to meet him Friday at 9pm to pick it up.
I know that every time I look at it, it will remind me that God has worked in a mysterious way to help me manage my time.
Tonight I saw a homeless, destitute beggar...rejoicing (and quoting the scriptures from Romans) in the fact that we all fall short of the Glory of God, but we are saved by our faith.
He walks in it...he lives it. I look up to him. And it makes me want to crawl underground and hide that he would save up money to buy me a watch, because the Lord put it on his heart.
...he might as well have handed me the deed to a house.
Matthew 25:40..."as you have done to the least of these you have done to me."
This rings so true, as I think of Dimas and another homeless friend I had in the states named James. Those two men have taught me more about the nature of our Christ, and His passion for the poor, than any preacher in a pulpit than I can remember. James never had one material thing to give, but whenever I was about to go on a mission trip he would come to the fundraisers and work all day. He used to come watch me play church league sports and sit with my family. He asked me to stop once as we were driving down the road near a thicket of trees and he ran up and tucked his bundle in the pines before we went to lunch. He came out grinning from ear to ear, and as he climbed back in the truck he said, "That's where I hide my Bible." The only thing in the world he had to be proud of was the place where he hid God's word. It was a Bible he got in prison when he was sent up for stealing the copper wiring out of an abandoned building so he could buy food...and maybe some crack at the time. James put VALUE in that Word that he had.
These are the things I have noticed that James and Dimas have in common. In Christ, and Christ alone is where they see their own value. They are both always joyful in their hardships. They have both gone out of their way to do things for me. They pray for me. I learn more from them than I could ever teach them, just by the way they live their lives.
No wonder Jesus has such a heart for the poor...they are just like Him, and they glorify Him so much more by being so unconcerned for themselves.
Matthew 8: 20
Jesus replied, "Foxes have holes and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head."
Matthew 25:40
"The King will reply, 'I tell you the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did for me.'
...if you want to know what it is to live like Christ...make friends with a homeless man who has faith in Jesus to provide his daily bread. God has some missionaries out there in strange places, that might just be there to teach and convict those of us who think we have it all figured out.
06 September 2008
"Go Away, Jesus."
34When those tending the pigs saw what had happened, they ran off and reported this in the town and countryside, 35and the people went out to see what had happened. When they came to Jesus, they found the man from whom the demons had gone out, sitting at Jesus' feet, dressed and in his right mind; and they were afraid. 36Those who had seen it told the people how the demon-possessed man had been cured. 37Then all the people of the region of the Gerasenes asked Jesus to leave them, because they were overcome with fear. So he got into the boat and left.
How often do we see the power of Jesus over evil in our lives and say, "No, I'd rather hold on to this for awhile." His power brings great fear to our sin nature, our unbelief causes us to fear. We are so comfortable in our sinful life that it is easier to say, "Go away, Jesus." than to live in the freedom that He offers. Sometimes it hurts to be redeemed because our prideful nature as men wants to pay back every good done for us to the One who does it, or try to take the punishment for our sins upon ourselves. We can't do that with God...and we know it. It's easier to deny the gift rather than accept what we can never repay.
Even on human terms, how often do we resent when someone buys us dinner when we would like to pay for our own? I do this with my own grandfather. He tries to pay when I take him for lunch...and he always wins. I go away upset that he didn't let me buy his lunch, rather than basking in the love that an old man has for his grandson. I'm his beloved child...he will always be my provider. He has done more for me than I will ever be able to repay to him. My duty is not to repay him. My duty is to love my fellow man as Christ has loved me.
How much greater is God's love for us than that of our grandfathers?
Infinite.
...the scariest thing about this passage though, is that when the people told Jesus to go away...He did. I pray that I never become so comfortable in my own sin, or so arrogant in wanting to deal with it myself, that when Jesus says, "I will free you of this." That I tell Him to go away.
24 January 2008
Evan Almighty
It was not only acceptable, but Biblical. I love seeing the Holy Spirit use the secular for the greater purpose of God.
21 January 2008
Andrea
The first day I ever interacted with her I was installing doors at the rescue home where she lives. She was climbing on things that I told her not to, kept going through my toolboxes, and when I went to the hardware store for 5 minutes she hid my circular saw in a closet.
In other words she's done some punk stuff to me.
Saturday I was at a church party and she was there with tons of other kids at the garbage dump where she grew up. Long story short, the pinata fell early and she got caught at the bottom of a dog pile for candy. I could barely see her pink shirt and her hair as she was being pushed face down in the dirt...but I could hear her crying. The other kids were of one mind and that mind was candy.
I didn't realize how much I loved her till I saw her in that much pain and went and pulled her out of the bottom of the pile.
She didn't let go of me for at least an hour. The house mother and I washed her up and nursed her scrapes and cuts, then she wrapped herself around me and wouldn't let go.
...and I didn't want her to. She did the same thing at church yesterday.
Moral of the story...that little girl used to do some punk things to me. But I couldn't love anybody more than I do her. I have never hurt so bad as I did when I saw her scared and alone in the bottom of that pile. All I ever wanted was to pull her out and hold her.
I realized how parents feel...and maybe how God feels about us...at that moment.
And you know. Nobody started loving her because she stopped being a punk. She stopped being a punk because people started loving her.
24 December 2007
Loving God with Everything
Loving God with Everything
Category: Religion and Philosophy
My cousin Amanda asked me to write a letter for the family Christmas program since I won't get to be there this year. My assigned topic...Loving God with All your Heart, Soul, and Strength.
You know, the first thing I thought when I read the email from Amanda that said she wanted me to write something about loving the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, and strength…and, I quote, "how you feel you are doing this in your life or a time you feel you did this" …I thought, "What makes me worthy to write something like that?" Have I ever really loved God with all my heart, soul and strength? So I started thinking about it…and when you pray for self-discernment… be careful because you just might start feeling pretty wretched.
I had to ask…what does it really look like to love God like that? What does the Bible say? Well, Jesus said in John 13:34-35
-"A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another: just as I have loved you, you also are to love one another. By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another."
Well, here we go. I do that don't I? I served dinner to some kids in the dump a few weeks ago. I bought Christmas presents for some girls in troubled situations. I fixed an old widow's toilet yesterday. I'm earning my keep, right?
Let's see what Luke 17:7-10 says about that.
-7 "Will any one of you, who has a servant plowing or keeping sheep, say to him when he has come in from the field, `Come at once and sit down at table'? 8 Will he not rather say to him, `Prepare supper for me, and gird yourself and serve me, till I eat and drink; and afterward you shall eat and drink'? 9 Does he thank the servant because he did what was commanded? 10 So you also, when you have done all that is commanded you, say, `We are unworthy servants; we have only done what was our duty.'"
Looks like I'm back at zero.
In Mark 9:37 Jesus said,
-"Whoever receives one child like this in My name receives Me; and whoever receives Me does not receive Me, but Him who sent Me."
So receiving children is loving God, right? Well, great! I do that all the time! Still sitting at zero, based on Luke 17, but at least I receive children, so I must be loving God a little.
Luke 6:30
-"Give to everyone who begs from you, and from one who takes away your goods do not demand them back."
Oooops. Now I'm at negative 18, and that's just yesterday after church. Pretty easy to receive the ones I know, or the ones I go to receive…but the ones at every intersection that come up asking for money just get to be a bother. And the adults are even worse…stinky and drunk. I shouldn't give them money right. They'll just get stinkier and more drunk.
That's not what Jesus said though.
Matthew 5:42
-"Give to the one who begs from you, and do not refuse the one who would borrow from you."
Matthew 25:40
-"And the King will answer them, 'Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me."
So apparently yesterday I wagged my finger at Jesus and told Him not to wash my windshield because I didn't want to give him 6 cents. And the day before that I didn't give him a ride because he was too high on glue (he was only 12 that day.)
So I was thinking about writing this thing for the family play and realizing that I don't know what it is really like to truly love God with everything if I can't even love people on the street just a little.
Then I heard a song on the radio called "De Tal Manera."
It goes like this (It's translated later.)
De tal manera me amo
Que su vida no escatimo
Hasta el final el se entrego
Y a la muerte fue porque me amo
De tal manera me amo
Que no hay forma en que poder pagar
El precio de su gran amor
Pero toda mi alma quiero dar
Por su amor yo viviré
De su amor yo cantare
Con mi Jesús caminare
Porque el me amo a mí
Por su amor yo viviré
De su amor yo cantare
Con mi Jesús caminare
Porque el murió por mi
Le seguiré.
Which translates to…
Of such a way he loved me
That his life did not curtail
Until the end I am delivered
And to the death he went because he loved me
(Basically meaning His life alone was not enough to save me…it took his death, too...as I understand it)
Of such a way he loved me
That there is no form that I can repay
The price of his big love
But all my soul I want to give
For his love I will live
Of his love I will sing
With my Jesus I will walk
Because he loved me
For his love I will live
Of his love I will sing
With my Jesus I will walk
Because he died for me
I will follow him.
And that's when I realized that it doesn't matter that I don't love Him perfectly.
It doesn't matter that I don't love everybody else perfectly.
I am worthy to write about loving God.
…because He loved me perfectly enough to forget my imperfections.
And that's why I chose to follow Him.
Love you all and Merry Christmas,
Eli
13 December 2007
Butterflies
Amazing sign of how creation speaks to the majesty of God...as we were all going to the meeting, the air around Los Cedros and the surrounding area was filled with literally tens of thousands of white butterflies (I drove through them for at least 2 kilometers and the school grounds where we met were covered in them). I saw it to be a sign of peace and restoration.
11 December 2007
Final del Año Update
Here is a summary of what has been going on lately.
I moved again. Now I live in Los Cedros (20 km outside Managua). I'm on a six acre banana farm where my shop and school is. I have a little casita out front that will be the office and showroom eventually too. Right now it is entirely unfinished. I just have a hammock, no electricity, and I have to walk about 100 yards for running water. Most of my expenses will go to making it livable. I love it though! It feels like what I felt led to come here for is finally starting. I am working with a group called Trinity Development. They are pastors and businessmen from both Atlanta and Managua that had the idea that to change a community you needed to place a thriving business in the area and become part of that community (that way you aren't just giving from the outside, but helping change from within), then educate the people of how to work in your business. So it is a school and a cabinet mill. We will be offering classes on marriage, finance, and English in addition to the carpentry classes. We will also do a half day community service project once a week with the students/employees. As of right now we have all the tools in place, and hope to take our first students at the end of January when school starts back here. We have already done entrance exams and orientation, and we plan to do a round 2 of that next week.
The players of Trinity that need prayer are:
Greg Elam (President)
Mike Elmer (Operations Manager)
Roger Keeling (Silent Partner from Atlanta...but lives here, he has developments on the Pacific Coast that are going to be clients)
Armando ? (Personnel Manager (That's the best title I can think of for him...Armando is a God send. He does a little of everything and is good at it.)
Jorge ? (Nica Silent Partner)
Ben (Nica Silent Partner)
They hired an accountant while I was in Costa Rica last week, and I haven't met her yet.
and me (Shop Manager/Teacher)
also we have been working with local pastor (Pastor Manuel) for lots of things. This is our most urgent prayer need, as we have a meeting with him tomorrow about his future role with us. Also we are having the mayor over for lunch and a facility tour tomorrow.
For me the last couple weeks have been mostly filled with arranging tool purchases and material suppliers, shop setup, researching candidates, and translating meetings for Greg.
In other news. I still try to make myself available to do the maintenance at Casa Havilah, and try to visit the girls at least once a week, but that has become more difficult since I moved, and my Land Rover spent a couple weeks in the shop. I have been giving my tithes to help buy the food for the girls there.
And the last thing was I spent my Saturday afternoons volunteering with the scholarship program, they are now finished for the year. A praise from that though, is that Romolo got saved a couple weeks back! He is like a different person, you can see it in his eyes. And he and Miguel have moved in with Pastor Ramon, who is going to lead a Verbo church plant in La Chureca. They are really thriving in such a healthy environment...so big ups to God on that one!
That's kinda the rundown.
Much Love,
Eli
19 November 2007
El mismo como mi último blog, pero en español. (This is the Spanish version of the same blog that is below...read that one if you prefer English.)
Oye amigos... pensamiento yo expediría esta petición de oraciones. Sólo me puse otro correo electrónico de Josh y él dijo que ellos realmente necesitan los oraciones. Él y Caleb vuela atrás con el cuerpo, y una pareja que otros amigos son yendo a hacer preparativos para la materia que ellos van a tener dejar aquí en Nicaragua. La familia Izdepski se ha hecho amigos íntimos míos, ellos han estado implicados con derechos de trabajadores y a seguridad de trabajo resulta en América Central durante 20 años más o menos. Bob era a el buceador scuba profesional (retirado de plataformas petroleras), y tenía un verdadero pasión para los buzos de langosturas Miskito. Él puso el primer los primeros auxilios de buzo y cámaras de descompresión se centran en la costa del este hace aproximadamente 15 años.Él trabajaba actualmente en la seguridad química para plátano y trabajadores de caña de azúcar y para empleo alternativo para los buzos que habían sido paralizados. En los meses de pareja pasados, Bob y su los hijos habían estado usando la casa en la cual alquilo como un campamento base de clases sus viajes alrededor de América Central. Esto era un verdadero privilegio de ponerse
conocerlo en el tiempo corto que hice.
Josh Izdepski y yo estábamos juntos en el esfuerzo de apollo después del huracán Felix, y Josh, Caleb, y Bob era todos los compañeros de habitación a ratos míos junto con trabajadores y equipos de película que incluyen a Jason Glaser y el activista nicaragüense Juan Alejandro Samuel. Había un precio contra la cabeza de Bob en ciertas áreas de América Central porque él era tan valiente con su trabajo para traer un ambiente de trabajo cómodo y seguro a América Latina que él costó gobiernos y corporaciones grandes millones de dólares ... todos en nombre de hacer la cosa derecha. A Bob le gustó guardar su paradero y modelos desconocidos, y yo hacía todo lo posible guardar mi casa una casa segura para su familia y equipos. Muchas mañanas que yo despertaría con ellos organizando sus reuniones en el pórtico o en la cocina sobre lo que el siguiente movimiento debería levantar conciencia, fondos, o simplemente tomar medidas para ayudar "el afectado." (Miran el remolque aquí www.affectedmovie.com) Bob era Christian fuerte, como son sus dos hijos que conozco. Bob era la clase de Christian que hizo lo que era correcto, no importa el coste, y encontró a la gente donde ellos eran. Él podría hacerse todas las cosas a todos los hombres, y a menudo tuvo que hacer esto para el bien su propia seguridad y para aquella de su familia. En toda su cautela, hay ironía que él murió de causas naturales. Pero en el tiempo corto que yo lo conocía, pienso que yo sabía que él bastante bien sabía que esto cabía para él para pasar al Señor en su América Central querida, yendo de excursión con dos de sus hijos y algunos queridos amigos. Los amigos y los hijos que son más que capaces de aguantar su antorcha.
Mi petición de oraciones es para la fuerza para Josh y Caleb y la familia Izdepski entera. También para Jason Glaser y Steve (?) los dos amigos que dirigen y y filman la película con ellos. Jason y Steve toman la delantera graciosamente en arreglos que se manejan de Costa Rica y les ayudaré a finalizar arreglos en Nicaragua. Este es la segunda muerte trágica que Jason y Steve han atestiguado en tan muchas semanas. Ellos necesitan oraciones para la paz tanto como alguien.
Mucho amor en Cristo,
Ilay
18 November 2007
Pray for the Izdepski Family
Hey guys...thought I would forward this prayer request. I just got
another email from Josh and he said they really need prayer. He and
Caleb are flying back with the body, and a couple other friends are
going to make arrangements for the stuff that they are going to have
to leave behind here in Nicaragua. The Izdepski family has become
close friends of mine, they have been involved with workers rights and
job safety issues in Central America for 20 years or so. Bob was a
professional scuba diver (retired from oil rigs), and had a real
passion for the Miskito lobster divers. He put the first
decompression chambers and diver first aid centers on the east coast
about 15 years ago. He was currently working on chemical safety for
banana and sugar cane workers and for alternative employment for
divers who had been paralyzed. In the last couple months, Bob and his
sons had been using the house that I rent as a base camp of sorts in
their travels around Central America. It was a real privilege to get
to know him in the short time that I did.
Josh Izdepski and I were together in the relief effort after hurricane Felix, and Josh, Caleb, and Bob were all off-and-on roommates of mine along with workers and film crews that include Jason Glaser and Nicaraguan activist Juan Alejandro Samuel. There was a price on Bob's head in certain areas of Central America because he was so bold in his work to bring a comfortable and safe working environment to Latin America that he cost governments and large corporations millions of dollars...all in the name of doing the right thing. Bob liked to keep his whereabouts and patterns unknown, and I was doing my best to keep my house a safe house for his family and crews. Many mornings I would wake up with them staging their meetings on the porch or in the kitchen about what the next move would be to raise awareness, funds, or simply take action to help "the affected." (Watch the trailer here www.affectedmovie.com ) Bob was a strong Christian, as are his two sons that I know. Bob was the kind of Christian that did what was right, no matter the cost, and met people where they were. He could become all things to all men, and often had to do that for the sake his own safety and for that of his family. In all his cautiousness, there is irony that he died of natural causes. But in the short time that I knew him, I think I knew him well enough to know that it was fitting for him to pass to the Lord in his beloved Central America, while hiking with two of his sons and some dear friends. Friends and sons that are more than capable of bearing his torch.
My prayer request is for strength for Josh and Caleb and the whole Izdepski family. Also for Jason Glaser and Steve (?) the two friends directing and filming the movie with them. Jason and Steve are graciously taking the lead in handling arrangements from Costa Rica and I will be helping them finalize arrangements in Nicaragua. This is the second tragic death that Jason and Steve have witnessed in as many weeks. They need prayers for peace as much as anyone.
Much love in Christ,
Eli
15 September 2007
Hurricane Felix
07 July 2007
Flat Tires and Garbage Fires
He said that in Africa, a man came up to a missionary and said, "You have been robbing us!" When asked how, he said, "You come and you give and give and give. But the Bible says, it is more blessed to give than to receive! You haven't taught us how to give, but to take."
Now, lets look at how Paul planted his churches. Did he go in giving tons to the people? Not exactly. He counseled them on how to be their own churches, but left the final decisions and the choice to reach out to the people within them. That's what we should be doing as missionaries (wherever you are). Yes, giving is important! But discipling others to give is much more important that just enabling a new group of takers. We should view them not as just poor, needy folk, but fellow workers for the truth. We should teach how to be Christlike by acting humbly and giving our own lives for the sake of the Name, and also guiding others to do the same. Allowing them to make the decisions of how their local church will reach out as the Body of Christ.
...and on the way home Carlos got a flat tire, so I waited with his car while he took it to get it fixed. The spare was flat too. Flat tires are pretty common when you drive in La Chureca. Tonight was the first time I have been in La Chureca at night. The garbage fires have a bitter beauty about them after dark. Anyhow while I was waiting by the car it was an unexpected chance to pray for my friends and their ministries. As Carlos dropped me off he said, "Thanks for the help, buddy!"
...and I actually got to say, "Hey, pay it forward."
I know he will. That's the way he lives his life.
28 June 2007
This Morning
This morning I drove by a church that charges poor people money to pray blessings and healing for them.
This morning I walked past prostitutes that were working amidst piles of burning garbage.
This morning I had men ask if they could buy the white girls that were with me.
This morning I saw a little naked boy covered in dirt standing alone and crying in the road.
This morning I saw a fourteen year old girl who has HIV, syphilis, and several other STD's because her parents forced her into prostitution at the age of eight.
This morning I saw her smile and throw a water balloon at another child.
This morning I saw my friend pick up the little naked, dirty, crying boy and make it all better.
This morning the child that had just been hit by a water balloon gave me a hug and held my hand.
This morning a two year-old orphan walked up to me and gave me a piece of her candy.
This morning we got dirty.
...but this morning nobody noticed it because of all the love.
26 June 2007
Two Weeks in Managua
For those of you at the River, I have seen several of your favorite kids...but not all. I see Miguel and Yara (and her sisters) at church, and I have talked to Enrique on the phone. I saw Alejandro in La Chureca last week. My friend Dan offered him a spot at a autobody vocational school nearby there, but sadly he declined because he said he had too much work to do in Chureca. I'm going to go back there Thursday for a kids playday (school is out this week.)
As far as my personal arrangements...I am living with a missionary named Mark while his family is away. Dan and I are planning on getting a house in the beginning of August. My Spanish is improving, but is still not where I want it to be. I have been teaching in the school with Mike Deibert, and there are, of course, problems to deal with. On the whole, however, things are going well. The Nica HOPE directors are here this week, so we should see more about what the future of the schools will look like. I am definitely going to need a vehicle, so if everyone would pray that I can find something (and have the funds for it) then I would really appreciate it.
Mike has found a true man of peace named Freddy to help in the schools. He is Nica, and really a good example for the other boys to see. He has 7 brothers and sisters in the US, but believes that God wants him to stay in Nicaragua to help his people. He always has a smile and a hymn to sing while he is working. Right now they have a project putting a railing up around a house, and Freddy has really boosted their motivation in ways that Mike and I never could.
Anyway...pictures!
...sorry, I lost internet before I could put the link up before. Here is the new album.
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10 June 2007
The Places I Will Go (Fun with Google Earth)
La Chureca (notice the yellow bus...that is most likely Guillermo and Open Hearts Ministry)
12° 9'52.72"N
86°18'12.06"W
Quinta Havilah (The Open Hearts Ministry farm)
12° 6'4.97"N
86°21'4.29"W
Condominio Allyson (The apartments I will most likely live in.)
12° 5'48.55"N
86°20'58.39"W
Monte Hermon ...to the best I can remember it is at least near here. (site of the next vocational school)
12° 4'45.26"N
86°21'49.08"W
Campo Alegria
11°29'7.43"N
85°47' 25.31"W
And for comparison...The River Ministry Center site
36° 8'2.26"N
85°31'23.20"W
Enjoy the "Flight!"
Blessings,
Eli

